Dedicated to my Darling Emma!
Someone once told me that we choose our parents before we are born for the purpose of our soul’s karmic needs.
I laughed. The idea of us having that much control and say, seemed far fetched. At that time, it was easier for me to believe that we were born randomly into this world and into a family. Call it luck of the draw.
I have to admit, I was always fascinated by the concept of karma, the afterlife and reincarnation, but never gave much weight to the belief of being able to design and choose the course of my life in advance. It was something that I was not able to embrace. Add to the mix the fact that children are born to abusive parents made me wonder why anyone would choose such a life.
My bias aside, many people believe that before we incarnate, we make soul agreements and choose the type of life we’d like to experience and lessons we’d like to learn. We choose our parents in advance based on what they have to offer us to help us fulfill those agreements. We choose the important people in our lives ahead of time to help us advance, overcome and heal things that we wish to experience in this three dimensional life as well as to repay unfinished karmic debts from previous lives.
Sounded woo-woo to me until everything changed.
What changed, you ask? Keep reading.
Once upon a dream…
I was debating whether to have a second child, giving that in my mind, I had already reached perfection with the birth of my first daughter Victoria. Why tempt fate was my attitude. Loving someone the same way I did Victoria was something I couldn’t fathom. I didn’t think it possible and felt it wouldn’t be fair. If not for my daughter asking me to have a sibling, I would likely have not have been open to another child.
When I did decide to have another child, I thought it would be great to have a son. My ‘A-type’ personality had me engage the services of a woman in Wisconsin, Milwaukee who had an eighty eight percent success rate in helping women conceive the gender of their choice.
“Great,” I thought. “Eighty eight percent is better than fifty percent.”
Without a minute to waste I was on the telephone with this woman who gave a detailed list of things to eat and do. I had to test my pee several times a day to make sure I was ovulating. Everything was planned and calculated including when and how the deed was to take place.
To me it was an automatic that I was going to have a son. I chose the name, Samuel, even before conception. I was crazy enough to buy little blue shoes that my eldest daughter still keeps today in a keepsake box.
A Match Made in Heaven
The night of the deed I went to bed all excited assuming it was a done deal.
That night I went into a deep sleep. I felt myself walk into a stark white room. I did not know where I was because I could not recognize anything. In fact, there was nothing around except whiteness, empty space and rows of babies. Yes, crazy.There were babies in long rows on each side of the room and I was in the middle of it all. It was surreal.
I saw myself almost float towards one side of the room. I would have the intention in my mind of where I wanted to move and I would somehow float there. As I approached the babies, I gravitated towards what I intuitively knew were the boys. I was standing there looking in detail at every baby and thinking,
“Am I supposed to pick one? Why am I here? Where am I?”
As I stood there revelling in the many choices, I felt something touch my leg from behind. I looked behind me at eye level, but I saw nothing. I returned to my amusement and when I was ready to pick up a baby boy, I felt something tug my leg once more. Again I turned, this time fully and what I saw surprised me.
I saw a baby girl, bald with fair skin, the softest cutest chubby legs and deep grey blue eyes. She was pulling on my leg. I knelt down to her level to see her better and when our eyes met there was a sensation of returning home. I can’t even begin to explain the depth of the feeling I had. This baby girl was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I was lost in her smile. It was a smile meant just for me. It lit up my life.
She kept tugging on my leg until I finally decided to pick her up in my arms. I was looking to see where she came from so I may return her to the row she must have crawled out of.
When I had her in my arms something strange happened. I felt as though I knew her already and she fit so perfectly in my arms. I forgot all about the boys behind me and was lost in her eyes that for some reason wouldn’t stop looking into mine. I was smitten. It was pure love at first sight. I felt such a deep love for this being that I had no idea where it came from or why she came to me, but for some reason, this baby girl was choosing me.
I don’t recall how long this beautiful baby girl stayed in my arms or how long I was in that white space that I now call ‘heaven.’ I had no conception of time or how the dream ended. All I recall is waking up in my bed and knowing that I had been in the presence of an angel.
I never mentioned this to anyone because I did not want to jinx my plans to conceive the son that I wanted so much. Just shy of my fourth month I was hardly showing. I went to the butcher at Nortown to buy some meat and as I was checking out the cashier said to me me,
“It’s a girl.”
“Excuse me?” I said confused, thinking perhaps I heard wrong. I turned my head to see behind perhaps she was talking to someone else. There was no one else. She was talking to me,
“It’s a girl. You are having a girl”
I smiled and said,
“It’s too soon to tell. I haven’t had an ultrasound yet, but I feel that I am having a boy.”
“No,” she insisted.
“It’s a girl and she will be very close with you. Your connection is going to be powerful and if she could crawl back inside you, she would. She’s a special one. You are very fortunate”
I smiled and thanked the cashier. I walked out, put the shopping cart back and I looked back at the cashier, but no one was there.
The big day came to go to see my doctor to do the ultrasound. I was excited to find out the gender. The doctor told me what my heart already knew, but my brain did not want to admit. Sure enough, it was a girl!
That same day, I went back to Nortown to look for the mysterious woman to tell her that she was right. I looked all over the store but could not find her, so I asked the woman behind the counter who had been there for so many years that I was looking for a young woman and I proceeded to describe her in detail. I was assured that there was nobody working there that matched my description. Disappointed I went home, but I still could hear the mystery woman’s words echoing in my memory.
I went back to Nortown often during the following months and each time I had the hope to encounter my mysterious lady, yet always came back wondering if I had just imagined the entire thing.
Nine months later and two weeks ahead of schedule at 4:13 am on September 9, 2007 I gave birth to the angel I had met in heaven. My baby girl was exactly like I saw her in my dream. My baby girl came out perfect, chubby, fair skin, bald, dark blue-grey eyes and with that smile that lit my entire world.
As soon as my daughter was placed on my chest I forgot all about wanting a son. Nothing seemed to matter at that point except that I was holding her for the second time in my arms and nobody knew this, but her and I. As she lay there on my chest skin to skin I whispered in her ear,
“I am so happy to see you again, I have been waiting for you.”
Something incredibly special bonds a mother to her child. It is something that all mothers understand yet is impossible to explain in words. But the connection to this angel went beyond the natural bond of mother-child. It was a bond I felt in the depths of my soul came form a life before this one. It was an inner-knowing that this angel had chosen me and I had witnessed it in my dream, a premonition perhaps.
After this, I became more open to the concept of soul contracts and our ability to choose the life and people we need in our lives to help us fulfill our journey.
Having done much spiritual work in recent years, I have come to appreciate more and more this gift I was given. Yet at my daughter’s birth I still did not understand the reasons why she chose me or what our contract to each other was going to be.
A Path of Discoveries
At around the age of three, my daughter Emma began to speak to ‘imaginary friends.’ I did not think much of it as I had always heard is either due to a child’s overactive imagination or the fact that the child may feel lonely when their siblings are at school so they create these friends in their head as a substitute. Yet this was new to me as my first child, Victoria, never had imaginary friends.
Max was the name of Emma’s imaginary friend and he was always around. Emma talked to Max all day long and at times she would scold him for things that he was doing. I chuckled and thought it was cute. Now in my spiritual awakening and being more in tune to energy and spirit guides, I have come to understand that Max was as real as you and I, but invisible to our filtered eyes.
As the years passed, Emma began to tell me at nights when we were in bed that angels were in the room next to me whispering messages that they wanted me to know. At first I thought it was cute and dismissed it as things that all kids say. As time went by, she began to relate information she said the angels were saying and my God the messages were incredible. They would always come at a time when my soul needed comfort the most.
Emma related information that was not possible for a child her age to know. My daughter gave me advice about what she was feeling about my romantic relationship at the time and to draw my attention to things I did not want to see. It is scary when your young child sees what I insisted in not seeing. You can read about it in my articles Whispers of an Angel and The Tracks of my Life.
Emma was so incredibly insightful that I began to record her conversations with me. These magical conversations with my daughter happened at unexpected times. Our conversations included what it means to die and what happens. I was told by my baby girl that we never die and that we simply go back to where we came from, the infinite energy field where we belong.
Emma spoke about divorce, friendship, love and how one achieves true love. I was told about our planet and how we are one with the earth and that we are all linked and that this plane of existence is just temporary. My daughter is spiritual and profoundly perceptive and intuitive.
By this point I knew I had a special child in my hands. I began to research Indigo children and I was shocked to discover that Emma exhibits almost every characteristic of an Indigo Child. For those of you who have never heard the term ‘Indigo Child’, it is a child that possesses extraordinary insight into the human condition and ability to see the truth clearly. Indigo Children are spiritual, gifted old souls possessing abilities to communicate with spirit guides and see visions.
One day, I happened to be in Miami and someone told me to go see a Cuban lady who is well known for her precognition abilities. I always liked mediums and psychics, but looked at them as merely entertainment so I went expecting another quack. The minute I walked in and sat down she said,
“You have two daughters. Who is the more light hair of the two?”
The shock took me by surprise. I have seen many psychics in my life to know the tricks they play on our minds, but this one was specific, she said two daughters and most psychic would have said, ‘you have two children or two kids.’ Even more strange because I have dark hair, but both my kids have very light brown hair and Emma was especially blonde at the time. So the chances of the psychic knowing that my youngest daughter had such light hair by looking at me were nil. I answered,
“The younger one. Why?”
“She is powerful. It is not my intention to scare you, but you must understand your daughter comes from a long line of witches. She is a witch of witches. She has the ability to hear and see beyond the veil and she has come to help you fulfill your gift.”
I began to feel anxious and my throat went dry so I began to cough, — a sign that I am freaking out for sure. The psychic continued,
“Have you noticed if your daughter speaks to people you can’t see? Pay attention to things she says because she has chosen you also to help her cultivate and expand her abilities. If they aren’t fostered she can loose them,” she concluded.
By this point I would have been cutting my session short with what I would have thought was a crock of shit. But not this time. The psychic was telling me things that I knew were already happening and there was no way she could have known that.
Years have now passed and this beautiful angel, otherwise known as my daughter, continues to evolve at a rate that far exceeds my expectations and her years.
Emma exhibits an enormous respect for our planet and our humanity. It feels like we often share a brain and a heart. Emma is so in tune with my feelings even when we are miles apart and we speak on the phone. She just knows when I am sad even though I do a great job at concealing my hurt. There is no point. Emma is connected to the depths of my soul.
A shared experience of consciousness
Talk about sharing a heart and a brain, the following is an example of what I am trying to convey. One early morning I awoke to do my 5:30 am meditation. I had one of the most profound visions about our planet and our humanity. I was given the gift of seeing and experiencing everything that creates the human experience. The visions were so powerful that tears were pouring down my cheeks.
At 7:15 am I returned to the bedroom to wake Emma up to get ready for school. As soon as she opened her eyes she say,
“Mommy, I had a dream that I was auditioning for a play.”
Emma loves to act so it is not a surprise her vision would come in a way that she could understand and relate to. My daughter continued,
“In the dream I was upset because I did not get the role I wanted. Instead they gave me the role of the Universe and not enough lines. You pulled me aside and told me,
‘Being the Universe is the most important role. The Universe is love and truth and it is what gives life and that is who you are. I think it is the perfect role for you’
So I felt better Mommy and I went back on the stage and said my lines which told the story of how the Universe was created and all the things that are here for us to experience.”
I could not believe what I was hearing. How was it possible that both Emma and I were sharing the same experience at the precise time I was having my vision?
When I related what had happened to my spiritual teacher, she explained that it is common in times of mediation to elevate to a higher realm and perhaps for that moment in time Emma and I both elevated to the level of a shared consciousness because in the end that is who we truly are — one universal consciousness.
Emma is an empath, an evolved soul and my angel whisper. When I hit the darkest time in my life, it was my daughter’s love and encouragement that placed me on the path that I am on today. I now follow a spiritual practice that has given me purpose in my life. Today I am clear of the contract we shared with one another.
I began to follow Emma’s advice to see with my heart. I now know that there is a world behind the veil we live in and that love is the only true and lasting emotion that makes us who we are. Love is what binds us as one.
My spiritual teacher explained that Emma chose me for this precise reason. My daughter’s contract was to come to help me find my spiritual path and by me finding mine I would in turn also serve as Emma’s anchor and example for her to find hers.
I live in gratitude that I was fortunate to have been chosen to be the mother of such an incredible soul. I often say that I must have done something right great in my previous lives or on this one to have deserved such a gift. After all I discovered my fear of not being able to love again was unfounded. My heart is larger and more capable of loving than I had expected. My fears of not being able to love another child were simply fears. My heart continues to demonstrate that I have the capacity to love each of my daughters to infinity and back.
This year my daughter turns 11, but realistically she is 11 going on 100. Emma, thank you for showing me the way and for being that beautiful reminder that life is such a worthy journey. Thank you for choosing me my love. Thank you for being my rock, my moral compass, my life force, my inspiration and my greatest teacher. I intend to make you proud and be a worthy role model for you always and what better way to do this than by taking personal responsibility for my life and my journey and by fulling my destiny.
I love you from the depths of my soul and if I ever come back again to this plane of existence, I would want to share the journey with you always. I know it was you who chose me in heaven, but I choose you here on earth — every day, every second of my life. Know you are loved and admired by your mother. You make this journey here on earth amazing, but incredibly difficult for me to ever want to leave it.
You often ask me how long I will live or how long I will be with you. While I can’t promise you to stay here for the rest of your life, I can promise to love you for the rest of mine.
If your role was to come to impact this world know that you have already, in such a short time, impacted and changed mine.
You have made a believer out of me. There is no question now in my mind. We choose the important people in our lives ahead of time to help us advance, heal, grow and evolve. You have already done that for me and so much more. You have given me more love and happiness than I ever thought was possible.
As I write this, there is a deep sense of gratitude that overtakes my soul. My heart is imbued with faith, love and a sense of peace that comes from the inner knowing that I was CHOSEN BY AN ANGEL
Forever in-love, your Mama!
Happy 11th birthday angel of my life
Such a Beautiful Love Story.
I awakened at 520Eastern time and went to my phone to check time.
Put on WiFi to receive messages.
I had. On FB and What’s App.
I read the what’s app msg and then on FB. I scrolled down and saw your post.
Curiously I decided to read.
Strangely, I felt a connection when I conceived my son who today is 20.
We have a bond. From the day he was born. At four years he was playing and said mum you are stronger than daddy.
His breathing would synchronise with mine if I lay close to him my head gently touching. I felt reassured that he wd always be special.
Yesterday I was releasing energies with us, my husband and my son. Towards the end my son sat in the same room with me approx 3ft and talked about himself and how he had perceived I had affected him. How he felt depressed in his teen years because of me.
I also got amazing understanding from him and so much wisdom.
I have respected my son and love him very much. I don’t always like him when he does not fulfil my expectations.
I am learning to love unconditionally the men in my life. It’s been a lesson of waking up and seeing that my spiritual journey started when I came into this world.
We have many messengers, guides, angels and recently I made changes in my life from a perspective of finding my purpose. My son saying that he observed I was happiest when I doing what I loved doing. My art. Being at home, cooking, doing house work. Not worrying when the next pay check will be. Just being.
Today as I write about my experience of my spiritual awakening, it is because your story touched my belief that my son too has come to teach me.
Hi Waleuska, thank you for sharing your beautiful story about your daughters and your spiritual Evolution it really touched my heart deeply would you mind giving me the name and number of the psychic you went to see in Miami I live in Miami Beach and felt compelled to contact her I have always wanted to have kids but so far have not I have no health problems and all my hormones and bloodwork have been great I am 57 but a very young 57 and would love to no y or if it’s still in my future I have a friend who gave birth to twins at 62 naturally so I know it’s possible so if you can and still have her name and number please let me know many blessings to you on your continued Journey you are a beautiful soul
I just wanted to let you know how thankful I am for your article. It’s made a lot of things in my own life come clear. I hope this isn’t weird, but please wish Emma a happy birthday for me
I just wanted to let you know how thankful I am for your article. It’s made a lot of things in my own life come clear. I hope this isn’t weird, but please wish Emma a happy birthday for me
Wow this is beautiful. I believe this 100%. Whats crazy about this is i remember my mother telling me the story of when she got pregnant with me and it’s eerily similar to this story. Love is amazing. Blessings 😌
Absolutely so thank u for writing it so eloquently 🙏❤️
That’s right but as (energy)human beings don’t overstand that. U choose ur parents.
This is the most beautiful thing I have read!
I have said my daughter was sent to me, she has helped me raise up and become a better woman.
This is so beautiful, I have tears in my eyes!My second daughter is 4 years old and very similar to what you describe yours! She helped me to my spiritual awakening last year! Would love to hear if you have any tips on keeping her on this special paths! Thank you so much for sharing your story 😊! Oh and I should add, I really was hoping for a boy with her too and ended up with a third surprise baby which is my boy 😉.
I believe we repeat lessons until we can learn and grow from them. I really hope I learned this time. I have had my fill of repeating it. My girlfriend I am sure I know from before.
Wow! I so wish I understood this. I want to. Thanks for sharing. Hugs.
This is beyond beautiful!
Thank you for sharing ♡ I had a very similar experience before our little man came into the world so this really resonates!
This is uncanny… it is almost the story of me and my younger daughter Manibha. My baby guru, my joy and delight, who is in her mid-thirties now. But be prepared, the life ahead can sometimes be full of the most magical experiences as well as the toughest challenges for the highest ones.
Thank you for posting. I’ve found your writings very therapeutic today as I begin to rebuild my life after a massive crash and betrayal. The insights about your inner child resonate, as do most of your articles. Thank you.
Wow this is such a profound story! I really enjoyed reading you, it filled my soul and my heart with a sense of peace, love and enlightened. Thank you very much for sharing this and I couldn’t be more proud and happy that you honour and nurture such a special child. keep shining both of you in this shared light, you are inspiring! ❤️🙏😍
Have you listened to this presentation? It is a wonderful explanation of heaven from his Near Death Experience. I also found great value in the Dr. Michael Newton’s books–all of them — regarding Lives between Lives. I believe you find they will resonate with your heart. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbkgj5J91hE
Thanks for sharing. I have no doubts that we chose our families. I’ve had dreams about my child too. I’d hoped for a girl, but got all boys and couldn’t be happier
I, too, have found children who are aware of those we cannot see. It’s wonderful to help them understand what they are doing and how to help those who come for help. 💚
Absolutely amazing…love to you both
Hmmm, I was much like Emma as a child. I said uncannily true things to adults. I remember wondering why I was in this body. Why was I brandie and not someone else. I remember try to ask my mother about it but I didn’t have the vocabulary to make her understand what I meant. I wanted to learn everything, I was searching for specific knowledge so I could “know it this time “. When I read similar things to this post, about reincarnation, spirit guides and choosing your family. I had an awakening, I was so relieved, I had finally found what I needed to know.
Beautiful, I enjoyed reading this and have parts that make me understand some parts of my life. Would love to hear about the relationship of the two sisters. Love & light to all at home ❣
I understood all of that … I believe my son chose me too. He’s taught me so much and still does I’m so glad you got to experience this and are open to the truth xx
Beautiful ❤️🎶✌🏼Dimash Kudaibergen you must have a special bond like this with your parents!
Thank you. This is so beautiful.
Beautiful!! Thank you for sharing!!
The gift. It is real.
This is amazing. I feel I’ve experienced this bond with my daughter only on a much much smaller scale…. thank you for sharing! ❤️❤️
Loved to read you. Blessings to all.
Thank you so much for sharing!!! This is beautiful to read for so many reasons.
This was so beautiful to read Waleuska Lazo! Both of your journeys is full of so much love <3 Thank you for sharing!
I’ve always believed this to be true as well! And when we view life from this perspective it makes it just a tad bit easier to forgive and to understand others.
Wow what a beautiful story of life and love and joy and revelation. Thank you fir sharing.
wow !!!!! How beautiful xxx
Wow ur story is unbelivable …amazing ….lots of love to indigo child …God bless
wow that is by far the most beautiful love story ever, You are all so very blessed and fortunate.I read this and it made me cry and cry. How so very very beautiful. I have not been able to have children and I’m far to old now. Thankyou for sharing this. I wish you many beautiful lifetimes together. Maybe in my next existence I will be blessed as you are. Lots of love xxx
Wow. What a beautiful inspirational story Waleuska Lazo. Thanks for sharing.
Thank you for sharing. Gratitude is a very powerful force. I am so happy for you! 🙂
This is the most AMAZING story that I have ever read. May you and your daughters always be blessed. 😊
Your life is a testament to what we all hope there is “out there”. Magnificent!
Loving this intention my lovely and it sounds like it’s just what is needed this weekend… enjoy your space, your peaceful time and know you make a difference to the whole wide world… Thank you for all that you are and all that you do. Have a super Saturday honey. Love you so much. 💖😘♥️💋🤗
Very deep, its certainly got me thinking
Beautiful ♡I felt the same about my son, my guardian angel on earth. He is grown and away at college. I still have this same wonderful feeling about him and he is definitely a blessing and a miracle.
Wow! Absolutely touching and beautiful! Blessed you are in indeed love!❤❤❤
Wow! Absolutely touching and beautiful! Blessed you are in indeed love!❤❤❤
Wow how beautiful 🙏💓
I totally agree with this and I honestly felt I chose my family prior to birth.
engaging account, Waleuska, and I, too, accept that ‘we are born for the purpose of our soul’s karmic needs’ but, when you say that [presumably from the Astral plane or quantum universe] ‘we’ choose our parents & people who will be of importance to our new incarnation/life, who is this ‘we’? Can you elaborate a bit?
Thank you so much for sharing this intimate story of you and your daughter – very inspiring and uplifting to me, personally. 💕🕊🌷
Yes we developed our life plan while on the other side. There we were enveloped in infinite wisdom and knowledge. Therefore it follows that our life here can only be one of perfection.
Give them a warm welcome into your community! Wow is all I can say thank you for sharing greatly appreciate your story of your life and your beautiful daughter
Read your post
I loved it
It’s so beautifully articulated and from a place of depth feeling and real , I can clearly see it , understand and appreciate it.
The moment I met Emma and every moment I was fortunate to share with her, I felt this massive sense that someone truly special embodied that perfect little girl. The depth and light of her eyes provide so much joy, peace and love.
The connection you two have is so evident in a shared space , when around the two of you the strength of your mutual love radiates and makes the rest of us deep in gratitude.
I’m so proud of you for so so much I’ve come to share , live and understand in the short time you have been in my life but in the midst of so much that I admire and adore about you. At the top is your amazing dedication, conviction, unconditional love for Emma and Victoria. You are truly the best , most complete mother I have met.
They are so blessed to have you and we are all so fortunate to know you.
My deepest love to you
My constant love to Emma
Thank you for writing something so beautiful that I as a parent can use as a tool to be a better active involved father
beautiful so beautiful … tears running down my face ~ thank you for your wonderful share <3
So beutifull!!! And real!!!! Much love to bouth. Namaste
Beautiful Waleuska, your share put me in a very weird mood… in the good side of the weird, of course! At moments my energy field trembled, then I would feel like crying and then downright mad. Mad, I guess, because I would have loved to share a mother-daughter bond as the one you so vividly describe here and, though i know that I have the bond that I needed to fulfill my soul purpose this lifetime, sometimes the idea that this is the bond that somehow I deserve really haunts me.
They say Indigos have just came to Earth since a couple of decades ago. I was born in the early 70s so, what are my chances? But as I child I felt such a strong connection with everything inside and with nature, that I really felt like if there was something special about being me. The parents that I choose made very difficult to keep that bond and, with time, I turned out to believe that such a feeling was just my way to escape the dysfunctional environment in which I grew up. I never had kids of my own, probably because deep down I didn’t trust my parenting skills, and came just recently to regain the sense of connectedness and sacredness that I lost many years ago. My path makes a lot of sense to me now but, anyway, your post got me thinking what if I had had the chance to know the kind of spiritual bond that you share with both your daughters. This all is just to say: Thank you! You gave me a beautiful glimpse to something so deep and gorgeous that put my soul atremble. Lots of love, dear sister <3
Wonderful experiencing for you and your daughter. And now coming the teen years. Let us know how her steps of individuation go as this progresses. I mothered a wonderful son, very open, very psychic, and like you, I knew him the instant he entered my womb. I told his father he had entered and we had just made a baby. He was skeptical, but my son arrived into the air breathing world 9 months later. We stayed very connected, very heart close, yet all of teen years were not just sweet. As the fall progresses I’ll tell more steppingstones of that part of of my life’s tale, but not here in your wonderful story.
I love this, it’s beautiful.
Wow… so touched by this thanks for expressing so eloquently about something so magical and profound. It confirms a big truth within. So grateful Tashi Delek. Love for all you 3
Thank you for sharing that – and it all rings true.
I have memories of choosing to be (re?)incarnated, in part, to “help get my mother on earth – back to heaven”.
I believe she had had an abortion under tremendous pressure, and probably cried out to God to bring her baby back.
I remember my extremely intense love for her was part of what made my “gravity”, the force pulling me into my material body on earth.
I remember asking God if I chose this, though I couldn’t help myself – I was made out of love – to send someone to remind me who he was and I was, and he said he would.
(The angels had explained to me that on earth I would have to learn about God through my mother).
We all love our soul family members with a perfect love outside of time, and we are always in our truest state in heaven, even while we are experiencing the “dream” of life on earth.
It is like we have just fallen heavily asleep in a chair in the “Heavenly Library”, as Lorna calls it.
Thanks you this is so beautiful and I Truly believe our Children choose us to there mummy Xx
I have never finished reading a post so long.. It is testament to the beauty of your life and your story that I couldn’t help but read something that came at a perfect time for me and with such resonance. Thank you so much for sharing 💖🙏
Thank you. That was beautiful and a very timely message for me to read.
I called it miracle. Connecting with universe deeply, so much surprised gift from mother Earth.
Just amazingly beautiful
You are gifted to each other
You will need to be her rock when others start to mock her and disrespect her, puberty changes her and will come into more power and teens can be brutal. She will need you.
It is true she chose you before she was born but you also chose her before you were born. Read up on soul families if you haven’t already. Enquire with your grandparents maternal lines who has the witch blood line. You’ll be surprised.
She will harness her gifts and with our new timeline she is needed more than ever. Help her through the teen years and she will become formidable and well respected by all who meet her.
But I will warn you both. She is Strong. Tell her that if she must curse anyone for their misdemeanours she will have to be Very Careful of what energy she puts out into it. If she curses from a place of love all is well, but if she curses from a place of hate, that energy will eventually come back to her. She has been here Many many many lifetimes. One she was a Shaman, a strong one too. Well respect and well feared. She hates violence. Allow her to be her true form and give her nothing but love.
So beautiful and sooo inspiring…thank you for sharing…
So beautiful and sooo inspiring…thank you for sharing…
This is an incredible and very moving story! What a beautiful mother-daughter relationship that descends from the Stars and the Universe. Just amazing! Thank you very much for sharing! Love and Light! 🙏❤️
Wonderful. I am also trying to understand myself as I can relate to your daughter to some degree in at times in my relationship with my mom
This is the most incredible story I’ve ever heard! Many blessings!❤️❤️❤️💖💖💖🕉
So so beautiful – thank you for sharing🙏🏻❤️
Beautiful and amazing story. 🙂
Thank you for sharing your wonderful story. It made me emotional…i am so happy to be inspired by your experience. I believe i am meant to read your beautiful experience…so that i could face the music and have my own too. <3
My gosh what an amazing story!
Yes this is so true but if I knew I would not come back to what I’ve been through
Unbelievable.. I am speechless… Is that really true? It’s really amazing.. Something beyond imagination..😍😳
This is true love, in all its mighty. May you both live in light
Dear Waleuska, I’m really thankful that you took the time to write such a mindful reply to my comment. It’s interesting that your post appeared just in sync with the work that I’ve been doing on the shadow side of motherhood. You know that healing happens at every level. What we meditate on, usually vibrates in every and all layers of our multidimensional being. As such, your post pushed the right buttons and got me feeling just the right feelings to unravel what had been, so far, rather fuzzy and confusing.
I have a kind of clear image of my role in the evolution of our collective consciousness… But when you touched the subject of the Indigo children, I realized that I was having confussing emotions around that too. Never thought much about it until this morning when, after your post, I felt the inner turmoil. Happily enough, I got my answers to it too and I can say that your words really helped me to pose the right questions and so, to reach a new level of peace.
Yes, of course, I would love to read your blog entries!! My email address is: firstname.lastname@example.org
I’m already looking forward to hearing more about you and your lovely daughters 😉 Lots of love 💐email@example.com
Just wish the hell I could remember what I agreed to.
Having worked at meditation and self hypnosis for many years I once found myself in a deep trance state. Standing in a sterile booth looking at pairs of people one pair was to be my parents. I chose for various reasons one couple. Now that they’ve both passed over I ask myself “why them”? And I still don’t know.
Our karma picks up the life we should live so that we cannot escape evolving